Posted by rjlockhart on January 9, 2006, at 23:45:59
I never felt this awful, i have to let this out, i feel so bad, i dont repond to posts, i feel something is wrong with me. Why am i like this?
I have been asking myself this over for months
You know..... standing alone and crying with no one hurts so bad.... .. i cant take this.. i am crying and hurts so bad i want something to stop this.
why why.........why? why do i ask myself. I only know that ill....get somewhere.
I have been through so much, going insane, having panic attacks, emotional breaks, i cant take it.
Standing in crowd with people, i used to have to go to the bathroom in school and breakdown in the stalls.
I want this to just go away, im growing up, im having a rough time, i've had rough times many.
Just say a prayer please.
poster:rjlockhart
thread:597407
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20060108/msgs/597407.html