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Posted by alesta on October 28, 2005, at 13:45:33
mainly cause i need *sleep*, also cause i'm so stressed out. i feel like i'm in a fog or a daze. and am not able to communicate with ppl..i'm feeling helpless and hopeless and tired. there. i said it. why was that so hard? what do i do? how am i going to survive being at this shelter while i go through an 8-month school program? i want the really hard stuff to be over already. i got up at 3 am this morning..woke up in a sweat...i have a lot on my mind. it's funny how sleep deprivation just builds and builds..then one day the bottom falls out. stress, too, maybe. i just don't know. needed to say this stuff, even if nobody's here, lol.
darn..bf just showed up..i needed to finish this..oh well..i feel better after posting this anyway..thanks for reading. i hope i didn't discourage anyone. ...amy
p.s. more later
Posted by Phil on October 28, 2005, at 14:33:05
In reply to i think i'm depressed, posted by alesta on October 28, 2005, at 13:45:33
Man, I hope things get better for you, Amy. I guess I'm lucky that I don't feel so depressed at the moment but I've always been kinda hopeless about the future.
Let's hope we find some light on the horizon soon.Phil
Posted by ClearSkies on October 28, 2005, at 15:52:13
In reply to i think i'm depressed, posted by alesta on October 28, 2005, at 13:45:33
(((Alesta))) being physically displaced makes all of life's ordinary stressors more pronounced, at least for me. Be gentle with yourself. Going back to school is such a great opportunity for you!
I hope you feel better, hon. And I'm so glad you're here with us.
Posted by alesta on November 1, 2005, at 13:25:54
In reply to i think i'm depressed, posted by alesta on October 28, 2005, at 13:45:33
thanks phil and CS!!!:) phil, we are gonna make it, man, and CS, thanks for being my cheerleader here.:) i have so much cr&p to do, but just had to report that things are going better...i am getting much more sleep now, which helps a *lot*. and it is amazing how we can adapt to things...somehow i am maintaining a perky attitude, lol (my new nickname is sunshine :)) and i feel like i'm making a big difference in the lives of others..things are still challenging, but i'm making lemonade out of this situation...don't want to talk negative and jinx myself.:) i'm not saying things are easy by no means dude.:) just had to post an update...i am trying to chill wit dese circumstances. (sorry for the slang...a lot of ppl i'm around lately talk like dat..:):))
i *love* you guys!!!! (no i'm not manic!:))
amy:):)
Posted by ClearSkies on November 1, 2005, at 13:54:37
In reply to doing somewhat bettah, posted by alesta on November 1, 2005, at 13:25:54
> i *love* you guys!!!! (no i'm not manic!:))
>
> amy:):)
>
>Love you too, Ames.
Posted by phil on November 1, 2005, at 17:52:11
In reply to doing somewhat bettah, posted by alesta on November 1, 2005, at 13:25:54
Glad to hear you're getting some sleep, Sunshine. : )
All the love in the world to you, Amy. Keep on keepin on...dat's da thang to do.Phil
Posted by alesta on November 2, 2005, at 10:59:26
In reply to Re: doing somewhat bettah » alesta, posted by phil on November 1, 2005, at 17:52:11
Posted by sal0805 on November 2, 2005, at 13:18:32
In reply to aw u guys..thanx!! maybe this day isn't so bad :) (nm), posted by alesta on November 2, 2005, at 10:59:26
Alesta - you inspire me!!
Sabrina
Posted by alesta on November 2, 2005, at 14:01:45
In reply to Re: aw u guys..thanx!! maybe this day isn't so bad :) » alesta, posted by sal0805 on November 2, 2005, at 13:18:32
> Alesta - you inspire me!!
>
> Sabrina
thanks!!! that is so nice of you to say.:) i've really kind of lost myself today, so i don't feel too inspiring. i don't know who the he#$ i am anymore. i think i'm getting a bit old for identity crises here.:) anyways, thanks..:) you're a sweetie.:-)aimsky....:)
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