Posted by alesta on October 28, 2005, at 13:45:33
mainly cause i need *sleep*, also cause i'm so stressed out. i feel like i'm in a fog or a daze. and am not able to communicate with ppl..i'm feeling helpless and hopeless and tired. there. i said it. why was that so hard? what do i do? how am i going to survive being at this shelter while i go through an 8-month school program? i want the really hard stuff to be over already. i got up at 3 am this morning..woke up in a sweat...i have a lot on my mind. it's funny how sleep deprivation just builds and builds..then one day the bottom falls out. stress, too, maybe. i just don't know. needed to say this stuff, even if nobody's here, lol.
darn..bf just showed up..i needed to finish this..oh well..i feel better after posting this anyway..thanks for reading. i hope i didn't discourage anyone. ...amy
p.s. more later
poster:alesta
thread:572726
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20051021/msgs/572726.html