Psycho-Babble Psychology Thread 971863

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so its 11:03 and i emailed T

Posted by B2chica on November 29, 2010, at 23:05:01

that i need help.
this urge is too strong for me to fight it.
i cry at the thought that i cant down all my pills and vodka....

i asked on meds is it that the meds aren't working or that they are and just wrongly?

i need my pdoc i think.
ill call tomorrow.
just need to make it through tonight.

b2c.

Re: so its 11:03 and i emailed T » B2chica

Posted by Phillipa on November 30, 2010, at 13:04:18

In reply to so its 11:03 and i emailed T, posted by B2chica on November 29, 2010, at 23:05:01

Are you okay? Phillipa

Re: how are you doing?

Posted by annierose on December 3, 2010, at 22:12:42

In reply to so its 11:03 and i emailed T, posted by B2chica on November 29, 2010, at 23:05:01

You've been quiet since you posted. I've been thinking about you. How are you doing?

Re: how are you doing?

Posted by B2Chica on December 4, 2010, at 23:37:24

In reply to Re: how are you doing?, posted by annierose on December 3, 2010, at 22:12:42

thanks for caring.
im doing my best to stay out of the hospital.
i get scared at night. but i must say its way better.

i stopped the abilify about two days ago. the anger and urges are still there but NOT NEAR to the intensitiy that they were. so right now i'm blaming the abilify however i knowit is partly me. and whats bubbling inside.

thing is i dont know when i see my pdoc OR t if ever again. pdoc left saying he'd call me todya to see how i was and if i needed to go to the hospital. he never called.
he talked about partial next week but i dont know? he says because of the things i did during last two t sessions that i need to be seen everyday. Thus the partial hospital thing which is during the day. which kinda sucks cuz it ws during the night that i have problems.

so i'm hanging in.
man i needed you guys thursday. i actually had to call a suicide crisis line, no offense but it SUCKED! i think she needed to go home.....so of course i promised her i wouldnt, and blah blah, so i went and sat by the ice covered lake and took a couple steps and thought, and thought. and then stepped back. but i was out there a long time and got quite cold for about two days.

i should have just wrote to you guys.

the extreme anger is gone but the sadness continues.

thnx
b2c.

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