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Posted by B2chica on September 5, 2008, at 8:08:06
im scared.
i wanna feel close an i wanna hold me close.
can you help me?
Posted by lemonaide on September 5, 2008, at 8:24:32
In reply to Rsk??, posted by B2chica on September 5, 2008, at 8:08:06
(((B2))) I am not Rk, but can I do something to help?
Posted by B2chica on September 5, 2008, at 10:29:37
In reply to Re: Rsk?? » B2chica, posted by lemonaide on September 5, 2008, at 8:24:32
i had bad session yesterday, now i not ...
not all m e.
some me, some out of it, some 'middle one'.
i feel all fear, want to curl up.
i at work and hard to do anything, fuzzy can't think.
want to ly in bed and stare.
tried to call T. no response yet.
Posted by B2chica on September 5, 2008, at 11:53:51
In reply to Re: Rsk??, posted by B2chica on September 5, 2008, at 10:29:37
why is there no one around today.
i heard from t. she has no time today.
i went out of the building to talk to her and i felt it coming on. i switched while i talked to her. i saw people coming and panicked and curled up next to a big tree and was crying.
it was so weird being out in the wide open and being littleone. she was so terrified.it was awful. i couldn't look at the people, i hope it was no one that knew me.
i hated T at that moment and i told her so. i think i'm still a little hurt. that she wasn't there, that she' coulldn't really help me.
i have to suck up this feeling of hurt today on my own. no one around to help.
no one even around here today.i've tried writing, i've tried destraction, both only work for a little bit.
i still wanna switch, i'm still scared i'm gonna do it in here, God help me so i don't.it all because of memories yesterday. i feel like aren't my own. stupid cr@p.
i hate.
i wanna hurt me.
i hate me.
i hate me inside.
Posted by lemonaide on September 5, 2008, at 12:35:24
In reply to Re: Rsk?? » B2chica, posted by B2chica on September 5, 2008, at 11:53:51
B2, How about if you come to my play in my backyard, I have lots of butterflies and flowers to explore. It is a safe haven for all those little children who are so afraid. You can feed the fish by hand, feel them tickle your fingers as they go for the food. You can play hide and seek behind all the flower bushes as all the flowers scents fill you up with good thoughts.
My dog likes to cuddle with kids and have them pet him as he asks for more and more. he won't even lick you if you don't like that. There is also my secret fairies that make everything all right. They can hug you, let you cry, let you laugh, they make you feel light as you can fly around with them. Come to my pond and hang out let her have fun while you are at work. She will be safe here.
Posted by Phillipa on September 5, 2008, at 12:39:02
In reply to Re: Rsk??, posted by lemonaide on September 5, 2008, at 12:35:24
B2chica lemonaide's idea sounds wonderful give it a try? Love Phillipa
Posted by B2chica on September 5, 2008, at 13:03:23
In reply to Re: Rsk??, posted by lemonaide on September 5, 2008, at 12:35:24
i like the fairies.
i'm still scared, it wont go away.thank you for being so nice.
Posted by rskontos on September 5, 2008, at 17:18:14
In reply to Rsk??, posted by B2chica on September 5, 2008, at 8:08:06
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry I was not around. I was away most of the day. I am so glad that Lemonaide and Phillipa was around.
I know you won't get this until you get back to work but again I am so sorry.
I feel bad that your t let you down. It should never feel that way.
love
rsk
Posted by B2chica on September 8, 2008, at 9:00:15
In reply to Re: Rsk?? » B2chica, posted by rskontos on September 5, 2008, at 17:18:14
i finally got to talk to a friend at work for a couple minutes (not long enough but something) and he said he thought it was the weather. it was very cloudy and the temperature had dropped about 12 degrees from normal. he said that happens to him too. and i think despite what happened that he might have been partially right too. at least the clouds and no sunshine weren't helping.
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