Psycho-Babble Psychology Thread 796177

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i'm back...kinda

Posted by B2chica on November 20, 2007, at 12:24:10

for those of you that knew...and those that didn't. i'm back from the hospital.
it just skyrocketted downward sooo fast with that last week. i caught myself frantically looking on postsecret looking for the suicide hotline...and couldnt' find it...i realized wtf was i doing. and called my T. and my DH.
i went in wed night and got out sat evening...80% better.
still not 100%. that's why i'm still not ready to come back yet. i think i'm still too easily triggered. so i just need to stay safe.
i can't even listed to the same music i was listening to before...just because it triggers some thoughts...

i wont get into things now but for MANY reasons on MANY levels it was the Best decision i made. for myself, meds, family, DH, therapy, etc...and now i have a MUCH better repor(sp?) with my pdoc. MUCH better. i understand him AND he now is Fully aware of my DD and my 'parts' or at least Teen. cuz she started to come out in the hospital and the nurses thought i was getting manic and i told him i was triggered when talking to (male T) there and teen started to come out...he got it.

any way...i'm back.
and gonna stay with lots a meds till after the holidays then try to taper off (with doc's approval of course) later.

i was thinking of you all though. i do miss you terribly.
you are all in my thoughts and prayers.
i should probably be showing my mug around in a few weeks.

Best luck to us all this Thanksgiving!

B2c.

*****

and MUFFLED YOUR BMAIL IS OFF!!!!!

 

Re: i'm back...kinda » B2chica

Posted by annierose on November 20, 2007, at 14:18:16

In reply to i'm back...kinda, posted by B2chica on November 20, 2007, at 12:24:10

Glad to hear you took such good care of yourself. I'm proud of you. Sometimes taking care of our own person is the hardest thing of all to do. Best of all, you are in a better place now.

I hope the holidays go smoothly for you. Continue to take good care of yourself.

Annie

 

happy to 'see' you! Glad it went well!!! » B2chica

Posted by Muffled on November 20, 2007, at 15:06:51

In reply to i'm back...kinda, posted by B2chica on November 20, 2007, at 12:24:10

I think its important to others to see that a stay in hosp is not necc as bad thing....
Good for you.
M

 

(((((B2C))))))

Posted by llurpsienoodle on November 20, 2007, at 19:16:48

In reply to happy to 'see' you! Glad it went well!!! » B2chica, posted by Muffled on November 20, 2007, at 15:06:51

chica,
I'm happy to hear that the hospital has helped you. Your med plan sounds good, sensible.

Sometimes when you hit the bottom of the pit you look up and the sky is especially blue. I hope you can keep looking up and up.

you're very special around here, so let us know what we can do to help and support you ((((hugs))))

-Ll

 

Re: (((((B2C))))))

Posted by rskontos on November 20, 2007, at 19:29:50

In reply to (((((B2C)))))), posted by llurpsienoodle on November 20, 2007, at 19:16:48

I am so glad to hear you are back. You sound so much better. We will be here when you are ready. I am thrilled it went so well. Hey 80% is nice I am thinking. rk

 

Re: i'm back...kinda » B2chica

Posted by RealMe on November 21, 2007, at 0:13:13

In reply to i'm back...kinda, posted by B2chica on November 20, 2007, at 12:24:10

B2; I am so glad you are doing better. Yes you need to take care of yourself more than anything right now. So, please do. I know that even babble can be triggering at times, and so just take it easy and one day at a time. I care.

RealMe

 

Re: i'm back...kinda » B2chica

Posted by Dinah on November 21, 2007, at 9:08:46

In reply to i'm back...kinda, posted by B2chica on November 20, 2007, at 12:24:10

I'm glad you're safe and feeling better. Keep taking care of you.

 

Re: i'm back...kinda

Posted by JoniS on November 21, 2007, at 12:35:23

In reply to i'm back...kinda, posted by B2chica on November 20, 2007, at 12:24:10

B2

Glad you are doing better and that the hospital stay was helpful. Keep taking good care of yourself and hope you have a very nice Thanksgiving!

Joni

 

Re: i'm back...kinda » B2chica

Posted by cactus on November 21, 2007, at 12:39:20

In reply to i'm back...kinda, posted by B2chica on November 20, 2007, at 12:24:10

Soooo good to hear that you are doing so well hon!!!! I'm so glad you got onto someone and got to hospital. It's such a scary place when you're in that head space, now you have a good support system in place, use it as much as you need to. You are in my thoughts and I'm wishing you well. Peace C

 

Re: i'm back...kinda

Posted by Phillipa on November 21, 2007, at 12:46:46

In reply to Re: i'm back...kinda, posted by JoniS on November 21, 2007, at 12:35:23

Glad you back and feeling better 80% is huge to me. Love Phillipa

 

Re: i'm back...kinda

Posted by Poet on November 21, 2007, at 16:40:05

In reply to i'm back...kinda, posted by B2chica on November 20, 2007, at 12:24:10

Hi B2Chica,

Stay (that word I hate, Poet whispers s a f e) and I'm glad you're back in any way, size, or form.

Take care.

Poet

 

Re: i'm back...kinda » B2chica

Posted by antigua3 on November 23, 2007, at 6:54:02

In reply to i'm back...kinda, posted by B2chica on November 20, 2007, at 12:24:10

I am SO glad you took good care of yourself. You should be very, very proud.
all my best,
antigua


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