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Posted by gazo on April 11, 2007, at 18:08:33
i swear, sometimes i could just smack him. we are too much alike. i love him like family, i've been with him 10yrs, but d*mn he makes me mad. It was just one of those days with him. He was running behind schedule, and was in his type A personality mode.
Most of the time he is great with me, and then there are times i want to throttle him. Today was throttle day. i dunno. i feel like he wanted to be all cerebral, all facts no feeling.. but i am very caught up in feelings... and i am very very irritable. We clash when i am like that.
he wants to change my meds and i want him to get bent. i tossed the scripts on the floor of the car somewhere.
he was very pleased that iwas happy with my new T, but he was very oppositional about things i had to say about what i thought about therapy or what i want to get out of it. It was like he was playing devil's advocate about everything. i was very frustrated.
don't get me wrong. he's an awesome pdoc, and i really like him. Just not a good day with him today. A lot of that is probably just me.
i am all over the place and i couldn't process.
he was less than happy with the problems in my mood and thinking. i know he worries about me. He's afraid i'm going to end up dead ina ditch. with good reason sadly.
sometimes he really aggrivates my stubborn streak.
i'm in such a bad mood. grrrrr.
Posted by Scentedgarden on April 12, 2007, at 7:37:32
In reply to pdoc today. GGGrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, posted by gazo on April 11, 2007, at 18:08:33
Posted by DisTraught on April 12, 2007, at 7:42:01
In reply to pdoc today. GGGrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, posted by gazo on April 11, 2007, at 18:08:33
Lotsa hugs. At least you realised that he was just in one of those moods instead of blaming yourself for something you might have said/done/felt. Lotsa hugs
Penny
Posted by gazo on April 12, 2007, at 8:11:07
In reply to Re: pdoc today. GGGrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, posted by DisTraught on April 12, 2007, at 7:42:01
yeah, i know. some of it was me because i am all over the place and took things the wrong way. some of it was my frustration at him not hearing the emotional side of things.. i mean he looks at the moods, but not the feelings. He's kinda cut and dry that way.
i'm not mad anymore. i'm just frustrated. we generally don't relate like parent-child, but sometimes it happens anyway. i mean, he's older and he worries about me and he knows i don't always make the smartest choices. So he tries to tell me what to do and i act like a rebellious teen.
he knows i lie to him.. he expects it and does what he thinks i need regardless of what i say sometimes. Fair enough. i earned that.
i tried one of his suggestions on the meds last nigth.. one that i didn't need a new script for... and i feel like i've been run over by a truck. My alarm went off for an hour. i can't do that right now. Toooooo much to do.
i have decided to just tapper off a couple of them for a bit. Clear my head. Too many things pulling on me. i need to think clearly. He gives me some leeway with that, i'm not a complete fool with my meds. Besides, i think one of them is responsible for this awful physical problem i'm having.
anyway.. gotta go git to the grind stone.
much love and peace
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