Posted by gazo on April 12, 2007, at 8:11:07
In reply to Re: pdoc today. GGGrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, posted by DisTraught on April 12, 2007, at 7:42:01
yeah, i know. some of it was me because i am all over the place and took things the wrong way. some of it was my frustration at him not hearing the emotional side of things.. i mean he looks at the moods, but not the feelings. He's kinda cut and dry that way.
i'm not mad anymore. i'm just frustrated. we generally don't relate like parent-child, but sometimes it happens anyway. i mean, he's older and he worries about me and he knows i don't always make the smartest choices. So he tries to tell me what to do and i act like a rebellious teen.
he knows i lie to him.. he expects it and does what he thinks i need regardless of what i say sometimes. Fair enough. i earned that.
i tried one of his suggestions on the meds last nigth.. one that i didn't need a new script for... and i feel like i've been run over by a truck. My alarm went off for an hour. i can't do that right now. Toooooo much to do.
i have decided to just tapper off a couple of them for a bit. Clear my head. Too many things pulling on me. i need to think clearly. He gives me some leeway with that, i'm not a complete fool with my meds. Besides, i think one of them is responsible for this awful physical problem i'm having.
anyway.. gotta go git to the grind stone.
much love and peace
poster:gazo
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