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Posted by muffled on June 11, 2006, at 22:29:01
My rage was gone awhile but its comming back.
The only way I can stop it is to SI.
Its me or someone else. Better me.
I HATE BEING MENTAL.
I WANT TO BE MORE NORMAL.
I AM A LOSER.
I AM SCARRED AND UGLY.
AND I HAVE NO CHOICE.
There's no other way to stop the rage.
Is there?
Muffled
Posted by Dinah on June 11, 2006, at 22:39:49
In reply to *****TRIGGER**** SI, posted by muffled on June 11, 2006, at 22:29:01
Yes, there are.
They're not as easy to find, but they're there.
When my head feels like it's about to explode, it's hard to remember breathing and talking about what I'm angry about and all those type of things.
And they seem so little in the face of my rage.
But it's the only way I (mostly) keep my promise to my therapist.
Posted by happyflower on June 12, 2006, at 10:09:34
In reply to *****TRIGGER**** SI, posted by muffled on June 11, 2006, at 22:29:01
(((((Muffy)))) I am thinking of you, and I hope you are all right. Please don't hurt yourself or anyone else. Talk to us, we would like to help.
Posted by muffled on June 12, 2006, at 11:52:47
In reply to Re: *****TRIGGER**** SI » muffled, posted by Dinah on June 11, 2006, at 22:39:49
> Yes, there are.
>
> They're not as easy to find, but they're there.
>
> When my head feels like it's about to explode, it's hard to remember breathing and talking about what I'm angry about and all those type of things.
>
> And they seem so little in the face of my rage.
>
> But it's the only way I (mostly) keep my promise to my therapist.***(mostly)
LOL! At least your honest !
Yeah, its hard....thanks Dinah, you make me feel less alone..
Muffly
Posted by muffled on June 12, 2006, at 11:54:24
In reply to Are you okay?, posted by happyflower on June 12, 2006, at 10:09:34
> (((((Muffy)))) I am thinking of you, and I hope you are all right. Please don't hurt yourself or anyone else. Talk to us, we would like to help.
**I think so.
Dunno really.
I won't hurt others.
I just can't think too good right now.
Its good to have people care.
REAL good.
Thank-you SO much.
Muffy
Posted by Tamar on June 12, 2006, at 15:50:35
In reply to *****TRIGGER**** SI, posted by muffled on June 11, 2006, at 22:29:01
> My rage was gone awhile but its comming back.
> The only way I can stop it is to SI.I’m so sorry you’re hurting so much.
> Its me or someone else. Better me.
It’s never good for you to be hurt.
> I HATE BEING MENTAL.
Yeah, me too. It’s crap.
> I WANT TO BE MORE NORMAL.
Don’t take it too far! If we were normal we’d have to stop pissing on cars.
> I AM A LOSER.
I happen to know that’s not true. You are a winner. You are making it. Every day you make it a bit more. You can get through this.
> I AM SCARRED AND UGLY.
Well, I don’t know what you look like, but the Muffled who posts here at Babble is one of the most beautiful people on earth.
> AND I HAVE NO CHOICE.
I know it feels like that sometimes. And maybe that’s because we’ve been in situations where we were completely powerless. And maybe that’s what causes the rage. And the only thing that’s different now is that the hurt comes from our own hands instead of from someone else’s. Somehow we believe we deserve it. We just let them keep hurting us, even when they’re long gone, because we can’t get them out of our heads.
> There's no other way to stop the rage.
> Is there?I don’t know. It’s hard. It sounds to me as if you are directing your rage against yourself. It sounds to me as if you blame yourself for being hurt. And it isn’t your fault. You are not the one who is bad. People who hurt you did bad things. You are not responsible for those bad things. You are a *good* person. (((((Muffled)))))
Posted by muffled on June 12, 2006, at 16:17:47
In reply to Re: *****TRIGGER**** SI » muffled, posted by Tamar on June 12, 2006, at 15:50:35
Nobody hurts me but me.
Sorry you hurt too Tamar.
Its al so mixed up.
I do ok.
ThenI get mixed up.
Sh*t anyways,
Thanks for caring.
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