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Posted by Susan47 on June 20, 2005, at 20:07:37
All those calls, all those expressions of lust, and love, desire and experience .. they make me feel like a W-o-m-a-n.
I just realized, right now, a window opened for me; a fresh, salty breeze blew into my head, and I felt joy, and wonder, and completely, totally whole.
And I realized, my ex-T did that for me.
Or in any case, he allowed me to do it for myself.
He was very patient.
Sometimes, he was very very angry.
Mostly, though, I believe he means to be kind. He meant to be.
But, as we all know, sometimes we have to hurt people, in spite of our Best Wishes.He was kind, yes.
And lovely to look at, wonderful to watch.
So very, very beautiful.Why is it that Other Women always have the most wonderful men. Oh, no, not true. No. I've seen a lot of women with un-wonderful men. But the most beautiful men, they always choose Other Women.
I wish I were beautiful, too.
There are so many degrees of being.
I'm realizing that beauty can really be found inside.
SO silly.
People have known that for eons.
I don't remember the first time anyone told me that.
But I do know, if I can't see my inner beauty, whatever I have on the outside will always look bad, to me.
Sometimes, a person will look at you a certain way, maybe without even realizing that they're doing it. And you can see something you never saw before, something so nice about yourself that it makes you weep. And it makes you incredibly Hot. Like you need to tear your clothes off and make love, and f*ck me I Love You .... and slowly, things begin to change for yourself. In your mind, it starts in your mind. And it moves to your heart.
And if you're lucky, it stays with you forever.
Posted by Jazzed on June 21, 2005, at 2:26:44
In reply to I've Been Wallowing In It ..., posted by Susan47 on June 20, 2005, at 20:07:37
You sure do have a way with words Susan. I was just thinking tonight that I need to go back and read your posts. They can be very moving. I hope you can ffind the beauty, and then find your llove.
Jazzy
Posted by sunny10 on June 21, 2005, at 8:04:06
In reply to Re: I've Been Wallowing In It ... » Susan47, posted by Jazzed on June 21, 2005, at 2:26:44
it sounds like Susan is already discovering the beauty.
I've always heard that when you've fully incorpated the feeling, it shows through and makes you shine. And makes you attractive to the right sort of person for you.
Way to go, Suze.
MWAH
Posted by pinkeye on June 21, 2005, at 15:15:59
In reply to I've Been Wallowing In It ..., posted by Susan47 on June 20, 2005, at 20:07:37
Susan,
I really think you should start writing a book - like novels.. You will really sell well. You have a way with words..
Posted by happyflower on June 21, 2005, at 15:56:36
In reply to You should write a romance novel :-) » Susan47, posted by pinkeye on June 21, 2005, at 15:15:59
> Susan,
> I really think you should start writing a book - like novels.. You will really sell well. You have a way with words..I agree! Plus they could be really smutty too! lol
Posted by Susan47 on June 21, 2005, at 22:48:37
In reply to Re: I've Been Wallowing In It ... » Susan47, posted by Jazzed on June 21, 2005, at 2:26:44
Nothing I've said between probably I don't know, well in the last month or so, has really been very moving or enlightening or anything, just a lot of it has apparently hurt people or been rude, from the very beginning I've been rude I suppose. I don't like that this is something, this pragmatism in speaking, that I picked up from dear old dad.
But I did. I just have to live with it, or change it. Changing it is easier by mouth than it is by print. So you might actually be relieved to know that I'm not a big self-obsessing blabbermouth IRL.. well, not as much, anyway. I've actually learned to shut my mouth and listen, a lot of the time. Which isn't that easy for me. Really.. thanks for the compliment. I'm just a frustrated writer-wannabe. Just so long as I have somewhere to take it to, I'm happy. People who don't like me have for the most part learned to stay away from my posts, because I can be upsetting, I understand. Ah, well. Heavy sigh. I think maybe I'm getting to "that age".
Posted by Susan47 on June 21, 2005, at 23:00:27
In reply to Re: You should write a romance novel :-), posted by happyflower on June 21, 2005, at 15:56:36
my day, because everybody loves LOOOVes getting positive feedback about something they're passionate about.. even when they don't know they are .. like me I think. Passion is such a huge word, it's so deep, it has a lot of depth to it.. a lot to live up to. Worth it? I don't know.. literature is kind of strewn with people who gave up everything for the passion of their unrewarded work. But in today's world it's kind of nuts to think that way.. there's so many of us ... I was at the beach lately, and these three men walked by, talking disparagingly about "all the people, too many people".. and it made me feel sick, thinking that these guys were taking themselves out of the human equation, and not realizing it. It's kind of a mindset that can start a lot of violent behaviour, and it's so incredibly common. Common. They don't see the beauty in everybody else, they can't see past skin because there's not that much behind their own, yet.
Posted by sunny10 on June 22, 2005, at 8:14:27
In reply to Pinkeye and Happyflower, thanks, you made, posted by Susan47 on June 21, 2005, at 23:00:27
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