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Re: Thinking of coming off meds » Conundrum

Posted by Maxime on October 28, 2010, at 14:37:58

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds, posted by Conundrum on October 28, 2010, at 12:09:48

> Adrenergic drugs like nortriptyline can cause acne and other kinds of skin problems, but so could being overweight and sweating. I'd try to see how you do without it for awhile.
>

Oh, I didn't know that about Nortrip. I hope it is the cause of my acne. Although I am sure that the weight gain is also contributing. I am so ugly.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds

Posted by Maxime on October 28, 2010, at 14:41:16

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds » Conundrum, posted by floatingbridge on October 28, 2010, at 12:45:09

> Conundrum, your post was so informative and kind, too. Makes sense about the puffiness. I knew meds could cause abnormal weight gain (ratio of caloric intake to fat stored imbalanced) from experience but not the science behind it.
>
> I've been puzzling over the acne piece. Maxime, could it be somehow related to your tendency to have elevated prolactin levels? (I know I'm butchering the science!) Some other here have that problem, too, men and women. So is there an endocrine piece to this?
>
> Maxime, good luck and be well.
>
> fb


Well, maybe it was the Nortrip that was causing it. Maybe it's just messed up hormones (like my prolactin. At any rate it is UGLY, ver UGLY. Sigh. Weight gain and acne.At least my hair isn't falling out.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!

Posted by maxime on October 29, 2010, at 16:29:25

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds, posted by Maxime on October 28, 2010, at 14:41:16

I saw my pdoc today. He said it was okay to stop the Nortrip. The only thing I have noticed without it I am in a lot more physical pain. I think I will put up with the pain.

He doesn't want me to reduce ANY of meds. He is worried that I will fall into a worse depression. One where I would not be able to function and have a job.

He is looking into TMS for me. He doesn't think much of it, but he says that we must try everything.

So my appt. didn't really go as planned but it went as expected. I didn't think he would want me to come off my meds. At least he is okay with no more Nortrip.

I hope he gets some information soon on TMS, he is calling the psychiatrist in charge of it this week.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » maxime

Posted by floatingbridge on October 29, 2010, at 18:08:49

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!, posted by maxime on October 29, 2010, at 16:29:25

Maxime,

Personally, I'm relieved. I was told that most patients need maintence meds after rTMS. And your increased aches and pains could abate as part of the with discontinuation. That makes sense.

He may not think much of rTMS, however, if you're a part of the percentile it helps, yes! Others regard it highly. Hope you get in. I'd be at Stanford in a heartbeat had I the funds.

You doing alright?

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge

Posted by maxime on October 29, 2010, at 19:20:54

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » maxime, posted by floatingbridge on October 29, 2010, at 18:08:49

> Maxime,
>
> Personally, I'm relieved. I was told that most patients need maintence meds after rTMS. And your increased aches and pains could abate as part of the with discontinuation. That makes sense.
>
> He may not think much of rTMS, however, if you're a part of the percentile it helps, yes! Others regard it highly. Hope you get in. I'd be at Stanford in a heartbeat had I the funds.
>
> You doing alright?

Thanks Fb. I'm doing ok except for the exhaustion and aches and pains. Today I took some tylenol and some the pain went away. That makes me wonder if it really is from depression or stopping my Nortip. Although I had the same aches and pains before I stopped the Nortrip. I can't help but wonder what the hell is wrong with me! I have been through depression most of my life and I never had physical manifestations.

How are you doing? When will you start the Cymbalta?

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » maxime

Posted by Phillipa on October 29, 2010, at 20:14:45

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge, posted by maxime on October 29, 2010, at 19:20:54

Thyroid, hormones? Fibromyalgia? Phillipa

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » Phillipa

Posted by floatingbridge on October 29, 2010, at 22:04:56

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » maxime, posted by Phillipa on October 29, 2010, at 20:14:45

Phillipa and Maxine,

I was thinking perimenopause (fsh test), or ms (if ms flares or has pain symptoms). Thyroid, too. Recently a rheumy told me that my hashimoto's was adequately treated because on paper it looks good (last tsh test was .94), yet every single symptom I have falls under hashimoto's. Such a common disease, yet I suspect there is no real treatment unless the thyroid was removed. The same rhuemy told me not to fall into the
t3 trap out of desperation. I've had a crash course in doctors this past year, and I pretty much filed his advice under 'whatever'. I think my new gp will write a compound script of t4 and slow release t3. Slow release t3 is key for me. I spun out on it once.

Doesn't sound like fibro to me. But fatigue can cause pain. Years of depression and sleep deprivation lead to fatigue, not to mention the major life stressors you've dealt with the past 18 months.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge

Posted by Phillipa on October 29, 2010, at 22:41:48

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » Phillipa, posted by floatingbridge on October 29, 2010, at 22:04:56

FB we must talk. Did you read any of Mary Shoman's articles? on thyroid and gets into adrenal fatigue and fibro also. If you told me the name of that med I forgot as only know the compounded version armour thyroid the pig. I'd say no to MS as a spinal tap and MRI of brain would rule that in or out. I feel you are also getting overwhelmed as I do too. Too much info too fast. Ick!!!! Love Phillipa

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » Phillipa

Posted by floatingbridge on October 30, 2010, at 0:04:06

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge, posted by Phillipa on October 29, 2010, at 22:41:48

Hi Phillipa,

I don't think I have MS. Not at all. The last doc, a rheumy said that I was right, that I didn't fit any category. Pain level to low for fibromyalgia, but definitely fibro-ish, no sore throat but even more strongly CFS, and not enough sleep disturbance for CPS, though he ordered a sleep study. He thinks it's depression fallout and should stop looking for a dx. Pooh-poohed the hashi's.

What name of what med? Do you mean the compounded synthetic t3 & t3 slow release? Does it have a name?

And how often do you have your thyroid antibodies checked?

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge

Posted by SLS on October 30, 2010, at 5:01:27

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » Phillipa, posted by floatingbridge on October 29, 2010, at 22:04:56

> Doesn't sound like fibro to me. But fatigue can cause pain.

Major depressive disorder itself can produce pain. I have some minor, but persistent, aches and pains that disappear completely when I begin to respond to treatment. In addition, I experience an increase in muscle strength and cardiovascular capacity during these times.


- Scott

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge

Posted by SLS on October 30, 2010, at 5:23:01

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » Phillipa, posted by floatingbridge on October 30, 2010, at 0:04:06

Here are a few abstracts to be found on PubMed:


http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/20149391

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19482603

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19573475

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19573472

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19317954


 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge

Posted by maxime on October 30, 2010, at 6:48:55

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » Phillipa, posted by floatingbridge on October 30, 2010, at 0:04:06

> Hi Phillipa,
>
> I don't think I have MS. Not at all. The last doc, a rheumy said that I was right, that I didn't fit any category. Pain level to low for fibromyalgia, but definitely fibro-ish, no sore throat but even more strongly CFS, and not enough sleep disturbance for CPS, though he ordered a sleep study. He thinks it's depression fallout and should stop looking for a dx. Pooh-poohed the hashi's.
>
> What name of what med? Do you mean the compounded synthetic t3 & t3 slow release? Does it have a name?
>
> And how often do you have your thyroid antibodies checked?

Would you all mind making your own thread about this. It confuses me to have it lumped in mine.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » Phillipa

Posted by Maxime on October 30, 2010, at 8:18:42

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge, posted by Phillipa on October 29, 2010, at 22:41:48

> FB we must talk. Did you read any of Mary Shoman's articles? on thyroid and gets into adrenal fatigue and fibro also. If you told me the name of that med I forgot as only know the compounded version armour thyroid the pig. I'd say no to MS as a spinal tap and MRI of brain would rule that in or out. I feel you are also getting overwhelmed as I do too. Too much info too fast. Ick!!!! Love Phillipa

Would you mind talking in your own thread. Don't highjack my thread please.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » SLS

Posted by floatingbridge on October 30, 2010, at 14:46:55

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge, posted by SLS on October 30, 2010, at 5:23:01

Scott,

The second article down was the most helpful--treating all symptoms creates greater chances for breaking the cycle.

I think I'm having a bad morning, but I felt maybe the list from you was sent to me with anger or frustration.... Maybe because I haven't figured this out for
myself by now? And if this is pure projection on my part, I'm sorry.

 

sorry maxime » maxime

Posted by floatingbridge on October 30, 2010, at 15:39:00

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge, posted by maxime on October 30, 2010, at 6:48:55

> >>> Hi Phillipa,
> >
> > I don't think I have MS. Not at all. The last doc, a rheumy said that I was right, that I didn't fit any category. Pain level to low for fibromyalgia, but definitely fibro-ish, no sore throat but even more strongly CFS, and not enough sleep disturbance for CPS, though he ordered a sleep study. He thinks it's depression fallout and should stop looking for a dx. Pooh-poohed the hashi's.
> >
> > What name of what med? Do you mean the compounded synthetic t3 & t3 slow release? Does it have a name?
> >
> > And how often do you have your thyroid antibodies checked?
>
> Would you all mind making your own thread about this. It confuses me to have it lumped in mine.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge

Posted by SLS on October 30, 2010, at 16:37:08

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » SLS, posted by floatingbridge on October 30, 2010, at 14:46:55

> I think I'm having a bad morning, but I felt maybe the list from you was sent to me with anger or frustration.... Maybe because I haven't figured this out for myself by now? And if this is pure projection on my part, I'm sorry.

You are such a silly thing.

:-)

I'm sorry for not writing anything along with the links. I really didn't have the energy at the time. I just wanted you to see the associations between depression and pain before the thread died. Anxiety, insomnia, and fatigue are often contributory to the presentation of this type of pain in depression.


- Scott


Depression, Musculoskeletal Pain May Respond to Antidepressant Therapy, Pain Self-Management

June 16, 2009 Optimized antidepressant therapy followed by a pain self-management program is associated with substantial improvement in depression as well as moderate reductions in pain severity and disability, according to the results of a randomized controlled trial reported in the May 27 issue of the Journal of the American Medical Association.

"Two types of treatment (one pharmacological and the other behavioral) could prove synergistic in the treatment of comorbid musculoskeletal pain and depression," write Kurt Kroenke, MD, from Regenstrief Institute Inc, in Indianapolis, Indiana, and colleagues. "Antidepressants are a well-established therapy for depression, and there is also evidence for at least moderate efficacy in pain, which may vary by type of painful disorder and antidepressant class. Pain self-management programs have proven efficacious for both low back pain and osteoarthritis."

The goal of this study was to assess the effects of a combined pharmacologic and behavioral intervention on depression and pain in primary care patients with musculoskeletal pain and comorbid depression. The Stepped Care for Affective Disorders and Musculoskeletal Pain study was conducted at 6 community-based clinics and 5 Veterans Affairs general medicine clinics in Indianapolis, Indiana, with enrollment of 250 patients from January 2005 to June 2007 and follow-up completed in June 2008.

Inclusion criteria were low back, hip, or knee pain for at least 3 months and depression severity at least moderate based on a Patient Health Questionnaire 9 score of 10 or higher. Patients were randomly assigned to receive usual care (n = 127) or an intervention (n = 123) consisting of 12 weeks of optimized antidepressant therapy (step 1) followed by 6 sessions of a pain self-management program for 12 weeks (step 2) and a continuation phase of therapy for 6 months (step 3).

Study assessments included depression, measured with the 20-item Hopkins Symptom Checklist, pain severity and interference measured with the Brief Pain Inventory, and global improvement in pain at 12 months.

At 12 months, the intervention group had a much lower number of patients with major depression (50 [40.7%]) vs the standard care group (87 [68.5%]; relative risk [RR], 0.6; 95% confidence interval [CI], 0.4 - 0.8). Reduction in depression severity from baseline of 50% or greater occurred in 46 (37.4%) of the 123 intervention patients and in 21 (16.5%) of 127 usual-care patients (RR, 2.3; 95% CI, 1.5 - 3.2).

The intervention group also fared better in a greater likelihood of clinically significant (= 30%) pain reduction (51 intervention patients [41.5%] vs 22 usual-care patients [17.3%]; RR, 2.4; 95% CI, 1.6 - 3.2) and in global improvement in pain (58 [47.2%] vs 16 [12.6%], respectively; RR, 3.7; 95% CI, 2.3 - 6.1). The primary outcome of combined improvement in both depression and pain occurred in 32 intervention patients (26.0%) vs 10 usual-care patients (7.9%; RR, 3.3; 95% CI, 1.8 - 5.4).

"Optimized antidepressant therapy followed by a pain self-management program resulted in substantial improvement in depression as well as moderate reductions in pain severity and disability," the study authors write. "Additional interventions may be needed to produce larger improvements in pain and higher depression response and remission rates."

Limitations of this study include possible ascertainment bias, inability to determine the effect of the pain management program alone, inability to compare the efficacy of different antidepressants, limited generalizability to other patient groups, and some discordance between patient self-report and electronic medical record data.

"Because pain and depression are among the leading causes of decreased work productivity, an intervention that is effective for both conditions may further strengthen a business model," the study authors write. "Also, an intervention that allows a care manager to cover several conditions rather than a single disorder may enhance its implementation and cost-effectiveness. Given the prevalence, morbidity, disability, and costs of the pain-depression dyad, the SCAMP [Stepped Care for Affective Disorders and Musculoskeletal Pain] trial results have important implications."

The National Institute of Mental Health supported this study. Two of the study authors have disclosed various financial relationships with Eli Lilly, Pfizer, Wyeth, Astra-Zeneca, Forest Laboratories. Abbott, and/or Cephalon.

JAMA. 2009;301:2099-2110.

 

No problemo (nm) » floatingbridge

Posted by maxime on October 30, 2010, at 18:15:39

In reply to sorry maxime » maxime, posted by floatingbridge on October 30, 2010, at 15:39:00

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!

Posted by floatingbridge on October 30, 2010, at 18:53:44

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge, posted by SLS on October 30, 2010, at 16:37:08

> You are such a silly thing.
>
> :-)

Yes, this has been established :) . I have also been very twitchly lately :( So my apologies to you.
>
> I'm sorry for not writing anything along with the links. I really didn't have the energy at the time. I just wanted you to see the associations between depression and pain before the thread died. Anxiety, insomnia, and fatigue are often contributory to the presentation of this type of pain in depression.
>
>
> - Scott

Thanks for the links, esp the following. It (below) seems to be the course I'm taking--antidepressants, and mbct which had benefited me before. Thanks for taking the time to clarify. I was, indeed, having an awful morning.

Best to you,

fb
>
>
>
>
> Depression, Musculoskeletal Pain May Respond to Antidepressant Therapy, Pain Self-Management
>
> June 16, 2009 Optimized antidepressant therapy followed by a pain self-management program is associated with substantial improvement in depression as well as moderate reductions in pain severity and disability, according to the results of a randomized controlled trial reported in the May 27 issue of the Journal of the American Medical Association.
>
> "Two types of treatment (one pharmacological and the other behavioral) could prove synergistic in the treatment of comorbid musculoskeletal pain and depression," write Kurt Kroenke, MD, from Regenstrief Institute Inc, in Indianapolis, Indiana, and colleagues. "Antidepressants are a well-established therapy for depression, and there is also evidence for at least moderate efficacy in pain, which may vary by type of painful disorder and antidepressant class. Pain self-management programs have proven efficacious for both low back pain and osteoarthritis."
>
> The goal of this study was to assess the effects of a combined pharmacologic and behavioral intervention on depression and pain in primary care patients with musculoskeletal pain and comorbid depression. The Stepped Care for Affective Disorders and Musculoskeletal Pain study was conducted at 6 community-based clinics and 5 Veterans Affairs general medicine clinics in Indianapolis, Indiana, with enrollment of 250 patients from January 2005 to June 2007 and follow-up completed in June 2008.
>
> Inclusion criteria were low back, hip, or knee pain for at least 3 months and depression severity at least moderate based on a Patient Health Questionnaire 9 score of 10 or higher. Patients were randomly assigned to receive usual care (n = 127) or an intervention (n = 123) consisting of 12 weeks of optimized antidepressant therapy (step 1) followed by 6 sessions of a pain self-management program for 12 weeks (step 2) and a continuation phase of therapy for 6 months (step 3).
>
> Study assessments included depression, measured with the 20-item Hopkins Symptom Checklist, pain severity and interference measured with the Brief Pain Inventory, and global improvement in pain at 12 months.
>
> At 12 months, the intervention group had a much lower number of patients with major depression (50 [40.7%]) vs the standard care group (87 [68.5%]; relative risk [RR], 0.6; 95% confidence interval [CI], 0.4 - 0.8). Reduction in depression severity from baseline of 50% or greater occurred in 46 (37.4%) of the 123 intervention patients and in 21 (16.5%) of 127 usual-care patients (RR, 2.3; 95% CI, 1.5 - 3.2).
>
> The intervention group also fared better in a greater likelihood of clinically significant (= 30%) pain reduction (51 intervention patients [41.5%] vs 22 usual-care patients [17.3%]; RR, 2.4; 95% CI, 1.6 - 3.2) and in global improvement in pain (58 [47.2%] vs 16 [12.6%], respectively; RR, 3.7; 95% CI, 2.3 - 6.1). The primary outcome of combined improvement in both depression and pain occurred in 32 intervention patients (26.0%) vs 10 usual-care patients (7.9%; RR, 3.3; 95% CI, 1.8 - 5.4).
>
> "Optimized antidepressant therapy followed by a pain self-management program resulted in substantial improvement in depression as well as moderate reductions in pain severity and disability," the study authors write. "Additional interventions may be needed to produce larger improvements in pain and higher depression response and remission rates."
>
> Limitations of this study include possible ascertainment bias, inability to determine the effect of the pain management program alone, inability to compare the efficacy of different antidepressants, limited generalizability to other patient groups, and some discordance between patient self-report and electronic medical record data.
>
> "Because pain and depression are among the leading causes of decreased work productivity, an intervention that is effective for both conditions may further strengthen a business model," the study authors write. "Also, an intervention that allows a care manager to cover several conditions rather than a single disorder may enhance its implementation and cost-effectiveness. Given the prevalence, morbidity, disability, and costs of the pain-depression dyad, the SCAMP [Stepped Care for Affective Disorders and Musculoskeletal Pain] trial results have important implications."
>
> The National Institute of Mental Health supported this study. Two of the study authors have disclosed various financial relationships with Eli Lilly, Pfizer, Wyeth, Astra-Zeneca, Forest Laboratories. Abbott, and/or Cephalon.
>
> JAMA. 2009;301:2099-2110.
>

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » floatingbridge

Posted by morgan miller on October 30, 2010, at 22:09:29

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » Phillipa, posted by floatingbridge on October 29, 2010, at 22:04:56

FB, have you ever considered using something like Armour or Nature-Throid? Ever been to the site "Stop the Thyroid Madness"?

Also, have you ever tried any natural treatments for you thyroid?

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!

Posted by maxime on October 30, 2010, at 22:45:51

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!, posted by maxime on October 29, 2010, at 16:29:25

You know, my appt. really didn't go the way I thought it would on Friday. My pdoc doesn't like using meds yet he wants me to stay on all of mine. I expected him to agree to help me slowly wean off everything. I guess that was stupid thinking. I was in awful shape in Sept/Oct when I was off my meds. Sigh. I feel sad.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!

Posted by morgan miller on October 31, 2010, at 0:40:04

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!, posted by maxime on October 30, 2010, at 22:45:51

> You know, my appt. really didn't go the way I thought it would on Friday. My pdoc doesn't like using meds yet he wants me to stay on all of mine. I expected him to agree to help me slowly wean off everything. I guess that was stupid thinking. I was in awful shape in Sept/Oct when I was off my meds. Sigh. I feel sad.

So why are you sad to be on meds if you were doing so badly off them? If you can find meds that work and don't cause weight gain or other unwanted side effects, you'll be doing o.k. Your psychiatrist is still for medication, he's a psychiatrist. I totally understand why he wants you to stay on the medications you are on now, with the exception of Nortriptyline. Severe depression will cause way more damage and interference than most medications will.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » maxime

Posted by SLS on October 31, 2010, at 0:50:47

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!, posted by maxime on October 30, 2010, at 22:45:51

> Sigh. I feel sad.

That's understandable.

However, a great many of us were sad for years that you were struggling with severe, unremitting depression without relief, despite your earnest search for an effective treatment.


- Scott

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » morgan miller

Posted by maxime on October 31, 2010, at 14:18:54

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!, posted by morgan miller on October 31, 2010, at 0:40:04


>
> So why are you sad to be on meds if you were doing so badly off them? If you can find meds that work and don't cause weight gain or other unwanted side effects, you'll be doing o.k. Your psychiatrist is still for medication, he's a psychiatrist. I totally understand why he wants you to stay on the medications you are on now, with the exception of Nortriptyline. Severe depression will cause way more damage and interference than most medications will.

Because I am taking more meds that I can fit into my hands and I sitll feel like sh*t. I still cry in the bathroom at work. I cry at night. My body hurts everywhere and I can't miss any work. Why do I want to keep put putting these chemicals in me? Sure, I am doing better on them that off them but I am not doing that great. And the side effects. It seems like I will never get rid of the side effects unless I take another med which will no doubt cause more side effects and so on.

To be honest Morgan ... I WANT TO DIE. That is what all this b*llsh*t sums up to. I want to die. And not the type of dying where you wake up in some hospital room. The kind where they have a funeral for you.

Then Phillipa will make a post saying how I well I seem etc. Anyone can seem well over the net. Anyone can seem unwell. I am the latter and I am not lying. It's how I feel and felt for a long time.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » SLS

Posted by maxime on October 31, 2010, at 14:20:32

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » maxime, posted by SLS on October 31, 2010, at 0:50:47

> > Sigh. I feel sad.
>
> That's understandable.
>
> However, a great many of us were sad for years that you were struggling with severe, unremitting depression without relief, despite your earnest search for an effective treatment.
>
>
> - Scott

Thanks Scott. See post above to Morgan.

 

Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY!

Posted by morgan miller on October 31, 2010, at 14:27:48

In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds NO WAY! » morgan miller, posted by maxime on October 31, 2010, at 14:18:54

>
> >
> > So why are you sad to be on meds if you were doing so badly off them? If you can find meds that work and don't cause weight gain or other unwanted side effects, you'll be doing o.k. Your psychiatrist is still for medication, he's a psychiatrist. I totally understand why he wants you to stay on the medications you are on now, with the exception of Nortriptyline. Severe depression will cause way more damage and interference than most medications will.
>
> Because I am taking more meds that I can fit into my hands and I sitll feel like sh*t. I still cry in the bathroom at work. I cry at night. My body hurts everywhere and I can't miss any work. Why do I want to keep put putting these chemicals in me? Sure, I am doing better on them that off them but I am not doing that great. And the side effects. It seems like I will never get rid of the side effects unless I take another med which will no doubt cause more side effects and so on.
>
> To be honest Morgan ... I WANT TO DIE. That is what all this b*llsh*t sums up to. I want to die. And not the type of dying where you wake up in some hospital room. The kind where they have a funeral for you.
>
> Then Phillipa will make a post saying how I well I seem etc. Anyone can seem well over the net. Anyone can seem unwell. I am the latter and I am not lying. It's how I feel and felt for a long time.

I'm really sorry you are still hurting so badly. Hopefully in time you will only be taking 2 or 3 medications at the most and you will at least feel 70 percent better.

Hang in there,

Morgan


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