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Posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 11:36:02
Friends,
I took more Lyrica and slept more. Consider 14 hours of sleep. Gee.. but my thread has disappeared. what happened? I don't care but I have to speak something to Phillippa , SLS and many of those who were seemed to be worrying of me. (what for? it is my life)
And one more question if allowed. How to babble mail? I would have given my mail id here, but how can I make sure those contacting me are babblers? Anybody can do it and I don't damn care those preachers.
There is a change I notice now. I took 900mg Lyrica overnight, and today I find my desktop pic Natalie Portman kinda beautiful. What a surprise.. I surfed some more galleries and those whom I used to see as black and white kinda boring pics are colorful now...! This kinda move will not be good. I will fall into depression again. My depression is unique. During depression, I am afraid of death. But now it is a child's play for me.
Anyway, where is my thread? How to do babble mail?
Posted by Phillipa on May 17, 2008, at 12:17:03
In reply to I am alive but where is my thread?, posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 11:36:02
Pluto you found it and I gave directions on how to babblemail you. Maybe some others will also give directions too. Love Phillipa
Posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 12:28:53
In reply to Re: I am alive but where is my thread? » Pluto, posted by Phillipa on May 17, 2008, at 12:17:03
But dear Mom, your babble mail is off. Why?
Posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 12:43:14
In reply to Re: I am alive but where is my thread? » Phillipa, posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 12:28:53
Posted by Phillipa on May 17, 2008, at 12:57:17
In reply to Re: I am alive but where is my thread? » Phillipa, posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 12:28:53
Pluto your's is on now too. Phillipa
Posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 14:28:22
In reply to Re: I am alive but where is my thread? » Pluto, posted by Phillipa on May 17, 2008, at 12:57:17
> Pluto your's is on now too. Phillipa
So what? Nothing. You guys... I am just keeping alive to do one more thing. hmmm... let me finish it soon. I am sure you people will not let me know how to end up. But there are sites offering help. I am surfing. Now, don't get to me with those crappy babble mails. Don't email me too. Hecks live on..go on. why should I bother? It is my life. I can do anything. I used to adore it, now I want to smash it . Any problem? Heck it is none of yours business. You guys don't know what is going on in here. Don't know how bleak this life is for me.good bye. my friend will contact you later.
Posted by SLS on May 17, 2008, at 15:39:22
In reply to Re: I am alive but where is my thread? » Phillipa, posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 14:28:22
Like I said in a previous post to you, your hell will be the worst you'll ever know. However, you don't know mine. Nor do you know anyone else's. Everyone's depression and life experiences are indeed unique. You are not unique in being unique.
Oh, and stop threatening people that it will be their fault should you decide to kill yourself. It will be your decision and your act and no one else's. This thing is on you.
I hope you don't research yourself to death.
- Scott
Posted by Pluto on May 18, 2008, at 13:13:20
In reply to Re: I am alive but where is my thread? » Pluto, posted by SLS on May 17, 2008, at 15:39:22
> Like I said in a previous post to you, your hell will be the worst you'll ever know. However, you don't know mine. Nor do you know anyone else's. Everyone's depression and life experiences are indeed unique. You are not unique in being unique.
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> Oh, and stop threatening people that it will be their fault should you decide to kill yourself. It will be your decision and your act and no one else's. This thing is on you.
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> I hope you don't research yourself to death.
>
>
> - ScottScott my friend,
My undying respect will be with you at this juncture. you are sympathetic to me. But where did I try to threaten anyone? If it happened ever, because I was drugged; let me apologize them. See, I am not going to last. I don't want anyone got upset because of me.
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This is a public apology:
If I offended, threatened anyone, please it was not me who did it but the numbed brain. I am not going to last for more. Please forgive me. Not because I am afraid of hell or punishment in hereafter. But I don't want a human hurt because of me.
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Scott, I think this would be enough.
Posted by bulldog2 on May 18, 2008, at 14:33:42
In reply to Re: I am alive but where is my thread?, posted by Pluto on May 18, 2008, at 13:13:20
> > Like I said in a previous post to you, your hell will be the worst you'll ever know. However, you don't know mine. Nor do you know anyone else's. Everyone's depression and life experiences are indeed unique. You are not unique in being unique.
> >
> > Oh, and stop threatening people that it will be their fault should you decide to kill yourself. It will be your decision and your act and no one else's. This thing is on you.
> >
> > I hope you don't research yourself to death.
> >
> >
> > - Scott
>
> Scott my friend,
>
> My undying respect will be with you at this juncture. you are sympathetic to me. But where did I try to threaten anyone? If it happened ever, because I was drugged; let me apologize them. See, I am not going to last. I don't want anyone got upset because of me.
>
> ************************************
>
> This is a public apology:
>
> If I offended, threatened anyone, please it was not me who did it but the numbed brain. I am not going to last for more. Please forgive me. Not because I am afraid of hell or punishment in hereafter. But I don't want a human hurt because of me.
>
> *********************************
>
> Scott, I think this would be enough.If you don't want to hurt or offend anyone you will not committ suicide. You will leave your family with a deep hurt and the people of babble who care about you.
Posted by Phillipa on May 18, 2008, at 16:50:54
In reply to Re: I am alive but where is my thread?, posted by bulldog2 on May 18, 2008, at 14:33:42
Yes we will hurt please let us help you. There is an answer for every problem and it is not taking your life. Love Phillipa
Posted by B2chica on May 19, 2008, at 8:24:24
In reply to I am alive but where is my thread?, posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 11:36:02
have you read that book yet? cuz ya can't die until you've read that book. i'm telling ya...seriously.
b2c.
Posted by Phillipa on May 19, 2008, at 11:28:55
In reply to Re: I am alive but where is my thread? » Pluto, posted by B2chica on May 19, 2008, at 8:24:24
Pluto is alive and has babblemailed me would appreciate some posts to him. We can do it and Pluto I know we can help you. We care very much about you. Love Mom Phillipa please post.
Posted by raisinb on May 19, 2008, at 13:41:25
In reply to I am alive but where is my thread?, posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 11:36:02
Hi Pluto,
I have been, for months, in the same place as you, feeling like my life was not worth it and there was no point to me living. There were so many days that I just couldn't stand it.
A couple of weeks and some meds later, I am enjoying things and seeing the point to my life. I don't know if it will last, but now I know it is possible to come out of that state. This morning I saw how beautiful the sunshine was and cried a little because I was able to.
I know you can't feel that there is any point to your life right now. But there IS.
I do not know what you have tried and what your journey has been like but there IS an answer out there for you even if you can't find it right away. The depression you are experiencing makes it hard to believe that right now, but it IS possible.Hang in there and please go to the ER if you can't stand it anymore. They're used to it, and they will take care of you right away until you find something that can help you in the long term. Even if you don't have any other reason, getting yourself there is a lot easier and less painful than killing yourself.
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