Posted by raisinb on May 19, 2008, at 13:41:25
In reply to I am alive but where is my thread?, posted by Pluto on May 17, 2008, at 11:36:02
Hi Pluto,
I have been, for months, in the same place as you, feeling like my life was not worth it and there was no point to me living. There were so many days that I just couldn't stand it.
A couple of weeks and some meds later, I am enjoying things and seeing the point to my life. I don't know if it will last, but now I know it is possible to come out of that state. This morning I saw how beautiful the sunshine was and cried a little because I was able to.
I know you can't feel that there is any point to your life right now. But there IS.
I do not know what you have tried and what your journey has been like but there IS an answer out there for you even if you can't find it right away. The depression you are experiencing makes it hard to believe that right now, but it IS possible.Hang in there and please go to the ER if you can't stand it anymore. They're used to it, and they will take care of you right away until you find something that can help you in the long term. Even if you don't have any other reason, getting yourself there is a lot easier and less painful than killing yourself.
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