Posted by Avamaria on February 10, 2010, at 13:58:27
In reply to Dear Susan,, posted by Toph on December 29, 2009, at 12:46:43
Hey.
It's me, Susan. Only a different name, because a different personality. Forgetting the vitriol, forgetting the damage, forgetting the anger and the false reasoning.
Being real.
I'm so sorry your life has sucked lately. I totally am so sorry because you need a real friend, and I think you should babblemail me before I'm blocked because I had to get onto Babble quickly, couldn't remember my password, and did the quickest way I could think of so I just re-registered with a different name.
Toph, I have to get sane. I have to get off THC or get a legal Rx for growing my own mild or something, something, because I don't know if I can come off MJ now and survive, and I have two kids and whole raft of relations I have to live for. And live responsibly, Toph, I can't be having any more episodes of mania or depression (the depression is killing me, really killing me) and the psychosis, I can't indulge that by smoking MJ, this is a battle and I don't think it looks good for me, with the BPD and all, and the inability to function well in a "normal" state.
But I sympathize,
Bye for now!
poster:Avamaria
thread:931436
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/write/20090424/msgs/936580.html