Posted by susan47 on March 13, 2009, at 19:26:00
In reply to And Because I cannot make a difference, posted by susan47 on March 13, 2009, at 19:18:11
is that I take the yoke of responsibility, do you understand, do you see this? You will never read this, will you? The silence is my witness.
What I want you to understand, to know, is that I felt such pure Love when I thought of you, there was a time this happened inside me. And I tried to destroy it by making it all public, and painful, much more painful than even I knew, I knew I would pay the Price, one day, but I never knew it would hurt this much, and I wonder how much I would have changed if I had just been a different person. How much more well I would age, like a fine wine, instead of the whore I've been.
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