Posted by West on December 23, 2008, at 14:18:29
...is the only thing i have found which for a few moments allows me brief respite from suffering. Taken appropriately, it offers perhaps a six minute window into my nature, my aesthetics, my values. Free from worry or regret or loathing, just a warm spotlight on what is uniquely my own.
Northern europe. A dark room, a lamp. Books on their shelves, old memories.
And to the source it goes, revealing like a blueprint or a map of channels in sharp detail the journey from what is native to projection or manifestation of this in oneself.
Is there an antidepressant as rapid, as true, as K? Why are there no other agents in the business of healing psychic woe without perverting consciousness or limiting and interfering with the expression of the soul?
I cried tonight and found myself overwhelmed by the beauty of how automatic it was. For 3 years i was depriving myself of this, to say i have no regrets wouldn't be the whole story: under the circumstances i had no choice. I wonder what medicine has been most helpful for the creative minds on psychobabble?
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