Posted by susan47 on September 24, 2008, at 14:06:33
In reply to Re: Unremitting Silence, posted by susan47 on August 28, 2008, at 14:52:53
In the sound of your voice, as you announce in a quaver that you will be unavailable until October the 6th is that right, do I have that right did I remember correctly, did my brain send my heart send my mind send my consciousness the proper message, that you are on holiday my dear man, my dear ex-t how I wish you were still my T, how I wish you could be my therapist but you cannot you will not you cannot believe in me, I am too borderline, Borderline do you hear me, I am too unstable and unable and available only to the darkest realities of where I know not they came, where did they come from I do not know I only know that my mind, my heart, my soul and my very hourglass of life flows slowly away from me the longer you are gone. October the 6th, is that right? I hope you have a lovely time and I hope your life goes well, better than mine, for mine is just the passing of so much wind in the polar atmosphere .... it means less than nothing, this is what I must grapple with.
I loved you so much.
I loved you so much.
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