Posted by susan47 on September 19, 2008, at 12:11:26
In reply to All is Okay? Okay? All right, You Ask?..., posted by susan47 on September 19, 2008, at 11:48:59
and feeling has been my forte all of my life, the one thing I did well ... whether right or wrong as understood by Others, those Others also have feelings which may be judged.
But I cannot help but feel that my "therapy" with Dr. C.W. here in the community in which I live, I cannot help but feel that this experience did me more harm than can be measured, on so many levels I am impacted, and the only way I can get myself out is by getting rid of the anger I feel about my transference. And I will not pay money for a course I wouldn't have the confidence to take, so that suggestion is out the window. My fear of being alone, of dying and not being cared for, transcends all rational thought. This is what I need to get a grip on, to choke down and away and stand trumphantly over it, in three-inch heels and a short skirt, yes and say, I DID IT.
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