Posted by susan47 on April 27, 2008, at 19:31:53
In reply to Re: Karen, posted by karen_kay on January 24, 2008, at 17:00:15
Sex. What is sex but a wonderful, life-reinforcing desire to merge with an adored One, a Being in wholeness and truth with another.
With anyone? Wow. What a concept, one I visited and disliked so immensely, I cannot ever visit that again.
But marriage? Well, marriage doesn't, cannot come, before total love and acceptance, total desiring to merge with another for this lifetime. I've never met anyone truly that I felt that way about. I married solely to create a nest of procreation, I had sex solely for that purpose as well. Although I know there was a really short period of time, before I ever first had sex, when my insides would light up with delight, in the glowing knowledge of themselves as pure delight.
To have given that up for sex .. was not worth it. To give it up for children, was part of a life's purpose.
It would be lovely to someday re-visit pure delight.
Wow.
I have to work on that vision, Karen....
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