Posted by susan47 on February 11, 2008, at 0:15:04
In reply to i am sorry for the way i am, posted by B2chica on February 6, 2008, at 10:01:40
B2Chica, this does Not Sound Good. I hope and pray it isn't what it sounds like.
The world needs you, B2C, the world needs people as hurting and "damaged" and sorry as you are, because you have feeling, FEELING, B2C, and I KNOW you would never hurt another human being, I KNOW THAT so DO NOT HURT YOURSELF. Call for help, call the person you think doesn't give a sh*t and find out how wrong you are about that. You are more loved and cared about than you realize, than you know, you MUST find out there is another reality to the one you think is the only one. Your reality Sucks, it f*ck*ng stinks, and it IS NOT THE REAL ONE, IT IS NOT THE TRUE REALITY, what you see is filtered through your emotion, which is overflowing and feeling bad, so CRY damn it, scream and tear at the furniture, throw things around, F*ck*ng Make a Mess, in a safe place, where you cannot and will not hurt yourself. Hurt the pillow, hurt the bed, tear at the sofa cushions if you must, but don't hurt yourself. Scream and rant at the person(s) you feel are responsible for your misery, at the situations, at the life that's sucked till now.
Then come back, come back here and tell me about it.
Please, please, please.
We love you.You write beautifully, do you know that? Because it comes from your heart. Because you have a heart.
poster:susan47
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