Posted by susan47 on February 1, 2008, at 20:00:13
In reply to what it is, is this, posted by susan47 on January 30, 2008, at 20:26:54
It isn't that, it isn't about that.
It's about beauty, about living, being and belonging.
Free of any drug, free of any addiction.
Why do I hate myself this much? Why do i allow the life to be squeezed out of myself by a person, by a drug, by anything at all? Where's the job I must have had at one time? Where's the joy that once came with life? Where is it? I'm screaming out, I'm dying for help that won't come, I'm dying for lack of desire to be alive, I'm dying inside and I don't know how to stop.
poster:susan47
thread:809816
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/write/20071223/msgs/810189.html