As Days Go By

Posted by B2chica on July 19, 2007, at 11:19:25

As Days Go By
more and more become endless and blurred
riddled with exhaustion and fear
i am tired
i am growing hopeless.
the child cries
my breaths come back and form purpose
as days go by
the days long, i have no time to realize my substandard being
when the night shades and the child sleeps
i realize my flawed existence and contempt for normalcy
i question how such a life can continue
as this vehement cycle lingers
as days go by
a stronghold of disdain wraps its fingers around my heart
infiltration of inside
its existence shows no signs to desist.
my legs feel such contempt and no longer allow me to run
my arms now contain the abhorrence and no longer allow me to fight
my heart understands the distaste and pushes away affection
the brain folds to the animosity,
and any enjoyment is snuffed out.
this self is now becoming the black bile that
infiltrated the soul...years ago.
...as days go by.
b2c

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