Posted by susan47 on June 4, 2007, at 0:56:27
In reply to Hey, Damos, don't go for a sec, posted by susan47 on June 1, 2007, at 19:46:28
No point in Babbling me I don't have my babble email uptodate yet; been a really busy weekend in my garden Damos, it looks so Beautiful to me right now, I cannot absolutely CANNOT believe that I made this gorgeous space for myself and my family and my friends to hang out in. I can't believe it because when I moved back in with my kids' father and with them, the place was the worst Disaster I'd ever personally experienced. Honestly. I haven't gone through a fire or a murder or something that leaves your place a wreck, except my ex's horrible housekeeping and really Really Poor sense of aesthetics.
But he's Finally Catching On. Because I could care less anymore whether he Gets It or not, because I see new horizons and possibilities and I Know I'm Not Stuck Here Forever, I'm Here RIght Now because I want to, Need to Be, because i need to reclaim the Life I worked really hard to create in the first place. So I don't have a passionate Love, so I don't have sex (can hymens grow back? will I wither up and dry out like a prune? will I become de-lubricated, like a rusty old heap, a hulking rusty one-wheeled Ford sitting in the kitchen yard, hah hah ...)
I have to go and watch a dirty video now. I need to have some Sex, even if it's only me projecting myself onto somebody else who's Having It, darling.
(sigh)
Talk to you soon .... I guess. I need to post a picture of my garden. What do you think, do you want, I mean, Damos are you there? Because my email isn't going to work right now. I've been having a lot of trouble since I moved, getting things switched over to a new provider and I think I had a problem with my computer .. you know there was this nasty incident on Babble, which makes me not want to come here anymore, really.
Take care, lovely man.
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