Posted by susan47 on April 25, 2007, at 1:42:38
In reply to Hmh., posted by susan47 on April 25, 2007, at 1:39:21
Anyways, the point is, is that Life is too precious to waste on dumb, stupid habits that only make me feel depressed in the end, because I have body-knowledge, an Inside Knowing .. it's a Bernie Siegel thing, you know? If I were to draw a picture of myself right now and focus on one thing that wouldn't be right .. that's where it would be. Heart and lungs, heart and lungs, and every day my heart is racing and skipping and bumping all over the place, all the time it seems like, and it Hurts when I smoke, and God damn it I have to stop. It's a nasty filthy disgusting habit, and I will either get a really good vapourizer or QUIT altogether, which would be the best thing, which I will do, I Will Do That.
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