Posted by rainbutterfly on November 28, 2006, at 21:41:36
In reply to Re: BUTTERFLY (an apology), posted by rainbutterfly on November 28, 2006, at 2:47:36
This apology just doesn't seem good enough. Maybe I have done really bad things. I know I hurt someone, and that was truly the last thing I wanted to do :(
I feel so stupid. I still don't want or need any replies, I just wish so much I could change certain events. I've never wanted to hurt anyone, that is the truth. I wish I was better with words so people might be more likely to believe my apology is from the heart and completely sincere.
And I wish so much I hadn't ever posted anything impulsively or when I wazn't functioning well. I will probably always regret that. I still beat myself up about things that happen in my childhood too. I'll stop rambling now :(
Again, I hope you all find peace.... I probably won't be back although I would like to keep in touch with a few of you privately. I'll try to work out how :(
poster:rainbutterfly
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