Posted by susan47 on August 10, 2006, at 19:25:24
It has to absolutely has to come full circle, now.
Because I have to say it.
Something.
The something is, that I sdhould have been allowed to tell him how much I loved him without feeling like that would end the relationship. Somehow I felt as soon as I said it, things would go wrong, badly wrong. Which is, of course, exactly what happened. Now I need this one thing.
I need this and I believe
that You will give this to me ...
and I will not allow myself to believe
that an institution, an entire institution,
is observing, making notes, diagnoses, plans
horrible bewitching bedevilling beguiling .. bewildering plans
for a future in which I will not exist.
poster:susan47
thread:675497
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/write/20060722/msgs/675497.html