Posted by crazy teresa on July 28, 2006, at 1:21:03
Alone.
Listening to the snores.
Wishing they were caresses.
Wondering if I’ll ever be what he needs me to be.
What I need me to be.Tired.
Looking for sleep through tears.
Daring him to notice.
Desperately pleading through silent sobs.
Dreaming what will never be.Spent.
Lying to all who see.
Carefully doing my time.
Continuing to play the part I thought I wanted.
Clouding any joy that could be.Impatient.
Lusting for a difference.
Dining on hopelessness.
Denying the good that may exist.
Drifting further from where I want to be.Restless.
Living eternal days.
Each one filled with hiding.
Endless menial tasks no one sees.
Ending always the same.Alone.
poster:crazy teresa
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