Posted by cloudydaze on July 21, 2006, at 1:17:27
I’m falling apart.
I can feel it…
I’m disintegrating from the inside.
Me – the “strong” one…
Giving in to giving up.I can’t fight it.
It’s taken hold.
Latched on.
Like a emotional leech
Sucking my will
Through a drinking straw
While it laughs contemptuously at my resistance!
Taking my strength
And dashing it to pieces
On the cold hard floor of my soul.I’m losing my grip
On the life I’ve struggled so hard to build.
And it all comes crashing down…
Mania holds me in it’s deathlike grasp
And Sorrow clings to my every breath.
Oh please, let me go!But I’m breaking again….
A million pieces to pick up –
How will I ever
Complete the puzzle?
And what if I lose
Some of the pieces?
Will I ever be whole?
Have I ever been whole?
poster:cloudydaze
thread:668865
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