Posted by susan47 on July 13, 2006, at 13:14:13
I won't, I will not I absolutely refuse to go there, into the pit of despair with the past which needlessly, needlessly, NEEDLESSLY I TELL YOU IT MUST NOT BE RAISED OR REPEATED OR SHOT INTO MY FACE YOU BASTARDS ALL YOU BASTARDS OF ANARCHY HOW DARE YOU, HOW DARE YOU MAKE ALL MY DECISIONS IN THE NAME OF YOUR EVIL, HOW DARE YOU DESTORY MILLIONS UPON BILLIONS OF LIVES WITH YOUR HELL, YOUR WAREFARE, YOUR Holier-Than-Thou HATE, YOUR INTOLERANCE OF YOUR OWN SELVES, NOW SHARED WITH THE WORLD, YOUR SELF-SERVING LITTLE EGO TRIPS WRIT LARGE FOR HISTORY, HISTORY THAT WILL LIE IN ASHES BECAUSE OF YOU, HISTORY THAT WILL BE FOREVER A BLOT ON THE SOUL OF THE UNIVERSE BECAUSE OF YOUR INTOLERANCE TO YOUR OWN SELF, YOUR OWN WORLD, ANY GOODNESS AND LOVE THERIN SQUASHED FOREVER IN THE NAME OF YOUR OWN EGO, GODDAMN YOU YOU BASTARD YOU HAVE RUINED SO MANY MANY MANY LIVES AND FOR WHAT?????
FOR WHAT?????
All of you .. Ayatollah.. Bush.. Mao.. Kennedy.. Pol Pot.. religious and political and psychic "leaders" of all sorts, all after one thing, and one thing only, and taking us all with them into their own personal pits of hatred, who else, who else there are so many so many many many too many to name, these names write large are a black hole in the space of the universe. Once a void, then a space, now a black hole eating it all up again.
And you're all no different than the darkest side of myself.
Now.
Where are the lights of the universe?
Why are their voices shouted out to be "strange", and so strongly suspected, when we do not have the sense to suspect our own "leaders"? We do not have the sense to mistrust the darkest that is in front of ourselves, because it is cloaked in the belief in God. Someone who believes in God must surely be good. Someone who has the power to silence the world forever must surely be allowed to do so. The evil is happening right now. Only the sparrows can really feel it.
It's darkness, the one you felt since before you were born, it's the darkness creeping back upon the face of the universe.
poster:susan47
thread:666748
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