Posted by susan47 on June 2, 2006, at 0:17:04
Is it?
Is it really?
Okay, is it okay?
Because my mind
Well.
It hardly exists, anymore.
Hallucination ..
hallucinate, to hallucinate .. here, where is that definition?
No. It's okay.
I know I'm too crazy ...
crazy ...
crazy.
It's just a word.
Just a word, and sometimes you live it, and sometimes you don't have to. Sometimes you made a good choice, sometimes you make a bad choice. Like, auditory hallucinations. I have those, I think I have those, I have had them since I was eleven. I don't know why, I don't know what, I know there was this really high fever and hospitalization, and the brain, well, maybe it was damaged? I don't know. But I hallucinated actually, since I was five or six, I think five, yes. Five. I remember. Why? Why does this happen? What's wrong with my bean? I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry, I don't know why I'm like this.
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