Re: This I only do

Posted by Joan797 on May 15, 2006, at 7:23:53

In reply to You need to sit down Daddy, posted by Joan797 on May 14, 2006, at 16:52:05

Every other night. And Day. It's not constant. It's not like I'm living there 24/7. It just feels like it. When I'm not there I am an emotional wreck a large lump of fat laying on the couch. I am beyond repair. But it doesn't matter because I do what I do because it is expected of me and I lose myself over again every day. It's amazing what you can go through and still be alive. I keep thinking I'll just break and they will put ME in a home. Somewhere safe where food and drugs are passed out freely and all the sharp pointy things have been taken out of my reach.
Losing Mother to a horrible car crash wasn't as hard to live through as this. Because this is emotionally scarring. It's making me insane. More than I already was.
I can't tell them I can't do it anymore. I have only recently repaired years of damage to my family ties due to my own domestic situation.
I just have to buck up.

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