Posted by Estella on May 12, 2006, at 23:42:03
In reply to feeling sorry for myself, posted by James K on May 9, 2006, at 10:13:08
hey. i feel sorry for myself a lot too.
and i feel like nobody cares about me...
and i hate myself and abuse myself and am afraid of myself...and so on.
i think i know how you feel...
and i'm sorry that people feel like that sometimes.
i'm sorry that you feel like that sometimes.you have been clean for a while eh?
i think...
that when that happens a lot of feelings come up
without the alchohol to numb and harden you to them
a lot of feelings come up
ones that are not so nicei'm sorry.
acceptance...
of the way things are just as they are
other people
oneselfi think that is meant to be the way forward
we can't change the past...
but in living in the present
we can accumulate a better pastor something.
((((((((((james k))))))))))))
i missed you
i'm glad you are back.
poster:Estella
thread:641706
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