Posted by Estella on May 6, 2006, at 22:14:19
In reply to cutting to the quick, posted by B2chica on April 19, 2006, at 9:50:14
Hey. I struggle a lot... Life... Death... Sometimes I think death is what I most want and I rail and suffer because it will elude me. But other times I am terrified of dying or getting closer to death and I am terrified because I think people want to kill me they wish me dead.
And I don't know what I want. And I don't understand.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry it hurts so much. Too much. A lot. It hurts too much a lot. I don't think life is supposed to be this way. But it is that way for a heck of a lot of people out there... And how to transcend that.... I don't know.
poster:Estella
thread:634747
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