Posted by Estella on May 6, 2006, at 22:09:48
In reply to The secret is this, posted by susan47 on April 19, 2006, at 13:36:09
> Not to be of too many minds, at once.
> One mind, in one positive thought at one time,
> any negativity, shed ... go away ...
> She's going to die soon.
> Kind of.
> Maybe.Oh Susan... Yes... Being of too many minds is hard. So much easier to delegate out the bits that you don't like to others. But it doesn't die Susan. The bits you cast off... They don't die. And sometimes I think they grow all the stronger for being cast off. But sometimes that is what we need to do to get a little respite.
Harder still when people...
Wish previous parts were back
Wish previous parts were all there is
So much shame
(Which is why they are cast off to start with)
And then it starts to come out
And other people...
So much more shame
And that is what is hard about taking a risk
Because there is always the risk of that
(But I really think a_k is dead)
And I'm tryin' to kill special
k?
I'm tryin.((((((((((((Susan)))))))))))))
I'm gonna be good now
k?
poster:Estella
thread:634808
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