Posted by susan47 on April 23, 2006, at 20:16:42
In reply to Re: How I hate me, posted by susan47 on April 21, 2006, at 19:23:57
> "... every human being is an abyss and looking into the abyss makes you realize what a precipice you yourself are standing on .. Klaus Kinski, I think, said something like that in a movie once ... he was a maniac, I'd like to show somebody who thinks he knows everything, some footage of Kinski raving on and on .. and I wonder what he would say ... you see this man Kinski raving like a maniac, like a complete effing fool, he says the most stupid things at the top of his lungs, really believing his own sh*t ... trying to get everyone else to believe it, too ... when you're a child, and you're exposed to that sort of crap, you don't know what to believe ... you're too frightened to understand that other people might help you, might WANT to help you, that maybe if you'd told someone how bad it really was, how bad it was ... maybe somebody would have cared enough to rescue you from the lunatic who was your father.
But nobody ever did. Nobody ever came and took you away, nobody ever rescued you, ever. You had to be there for yourself then, or go crazy... and you did a bit of both. You left the scene of the crime, so to speak, and the crime was always in his immediate vicinity .. anywhere he was, there was a black hole waiting to suck you down .. and
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