Posted by zenhussy on March 30, 2006, at 23:42:25
In reply to Re: treading water » zenhussy, posted by Susan47 on March 19, 2006, at 15:07:54
>>>Sometimes going with the flow, that's the only thing that's left.
>>>Just relaxing and accepting the good gifts given, accepting that we're more than worthy of all of it, all of the good in our life .. the bad is where we've become prisoners of the world ...
>>>don't be a prisoner anymore, refuse to accept the circumstances.
>>>Refuse.
>>>Refuse if you can ...the flow has taken much and the tide ceases to receed leaving much afloat
the good is being offered as this is being typed
allowing all in that can possibly help given the dire circumstances
accepting all that is safe and realistic for the future of this pack
prisoner of the system...prisoner of the game of assistance and medical care for the way below poverty line...no avoiding those facts
remaining medicated, remaining nourished, remaining healthy enough to eek out this gawd awful existence such that continued healing can occur, remaining is the only way of refusing in this fight
when money goes to storing "things" and one lacks a physical address there is something disturbing about the priorities involved at many levels
refuse? refusing to stay down each knock down that keeps coming. refuse?
too much work has gone into this model to ever consider ourselves refuse again
refreshing to be without deathwish
exhausting to live scurrying for shelter
terrifying to be w/o a net and still be the three ring circus
heartbreaking to have lost therapy *suddenly* as it was key support of rebuilding foundation
such is life and mental disease/disorder does not discriminate...nor does homelessness
poster:zenhussy
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