Posted by Susan47 on March 29, 2006, at 11:51:29
I did the naughty thing, the dialing thing, the listening thing, only there was no ring this time .. it was the beep of consciousness. Beep, beep, beep ... how lovely, how exciting to know he was real, that the person could have turned around yesterday and it might have actually had his face, it would have been his spirit looking through the eyes, the spirit I loved when it was kind, being whole in himself, wholly there without fear .. but the world is a nasty place, sometimes, awful in it's in-your-face here-ness ... it's only when you're in a place of fearless loving, that you can be free. And I must stop making any calls to that number, because even though he hasn't struck me down yet, I know he could, and I know that's the way the real world works. No more, the real world is not, at this time anyway, going to live up to what it's capable of.. but it's up to each one of us to make that happen, the consciousness of each and every person affects the consciousness of the next.
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