Posted by muffled on January 6, 2006, at 14:49:13
In reply to Re: To Muffled - My Forest » muffled, posted by cricket on January 6, 2006, at 14:12:32
> Hey Muffled. I'm glad you like it.
***yeah like I said, its WAY cool writing.
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> I wrote this to try and explain to my therapist what is like when I fog out.
**good idea
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> I guess it mostly happens when I go into emotional overload.
**yeah, gotta get away somehow, but if it gets away from you its kinda scarey eh
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> I'm okay now, I guess. Just have a bit of self-pity, "My life s*cks" going on.***So whats happening w/you? You can babble away to me.
> I hope you're doing better.
**Yeah, I am. The drugs are helping alot. I can think way better.
I zoned in my T's office one time when she was reading something I wrote that was a real trigger for me. And then she's saying something about my fax machine and time etc., and I could hear her voice, but it didn't make sense what she was saying, like it wasn't me or something. And I could see her mouth moving and it looked like she was getting annoyed cuz I think she said it several times. I was trying to come back, and I was comming too slow and I was starting to get scared and I guess she could see that and so asked where I was,but who the hell knows eh? and pretty soon I was back.
I don't usu. zone like that in front of people.
Sucks.
Take care Cricket.
Muffled
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