Posted by muffled on December 20, 2005, at 2:00:25
In reply to Re: » muffled, posted by alexandra_k2 on December 20, 2005, at 0:55:20
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> I surely feel pretty hopeless at times. I read and read... But I really struggle with what to say. Or all of it... Is rational mode when I'm likely to get into trouble :-(***I think a great many people around here feel the same way you do. And we have times when we cringe at what we posted and wonder what on Gods green earth were we thinking? Where was I when I wrote THAT? and so on. Sometimes i just read and read and feel guilty that I don't help out SOMEhow. Or I post to one and not another and I think ,oh no, they'll feel I don't care, but I do. My little pea brain can only hold so much info.
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> Yeah. Just need to sort it out. Sort stuff out. And I'm hopeless at that at the best of times. And I think I do need to wait to know about accomodation...***Yeah, pretty much need to know where you gonna roost. Sure it'll be fine.
> Me and Damos will have to get over to visit you guys one day :-)
***Yeah, you do that!!!
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> Yeah. It is hard. I think... Sometimes I think... That I have a lot to make up for. That my deficiencies... Become glaringly obvious at times... And so I need to do so much better to be half as good. I don't know. I'm raving. I'm sorry...
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***Well, I know MY deficiencies pretty much get me down at times. It is hard.
But its good you can talk here.
Although I noticed over on Admin?, that you were concerned about posting? Have you pretty much laid that to rest?
Sounds like your struggling a bit. I hurt for you. Its not so easy. If you ever feel the need to bail from babble I can give you my real e-mail.
Now I'm the one rambling.
I'm waiting for my doggy treats I made for my T's dogs to come out of the oven. Its 11:55 at night here?! Don't know what possessed me to make these dumb treats at this hour? I'm usu. in bed pretty early.
Sometimes I marvel at my weirdnessess, when they are not harmful, they kinda funny. Or maybe I just real tired!!
Oh well,
Cookies ready.
Muffled.
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