Posted by Tamar on November 30, 2005, at 21:05:32
In reply to Twiisted rant**trigger**DON'T read this., posted by muffled on November 29, 2005, at 14:00:14
I know you said not to read it, but I read it.
You’re very hard on yourself. But as you know yourself, the hate comes from the pain.
> I don’t sorrow for how Jesus suffered.
> I don’t sorrow for how my inside one suffers.Sometimes any more pain is just too much. Besides, I know that you do sorrow for her suffering. I see it often. You have been very loving to her.
> Why do I have this sh*t in my head?
Maybe she knows…
> Goto let out the bad.
> That’s all.
> F*ck.Yessssss, yes, yes. Got to let out the bad. Harder than ‘that’s all’ and harder than f*ck. Very hard for her. But not too hard for you, if you can believe you deserve to find more meaning. You have already faced many hard things. You can do this.
Tamar
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