Posted by alexandra_k on October 2, 2005, at 21:01:51
In reply to Re: intolerance, posted by alexandra_k on October 2, 2005, at 20:49:10
and i condemn myself because i do know better
and if man should desire what he is incapable of possessing
(ie to be a truely moral person - or at the very least to act in accordance with what one believes to be right...)
then despair must be his eternal lot.
and i have heard that when ones ideal and ones action are not in line then there are two things one can do. one can lower ones ideal. one can change ones action.
the despair comes in...
when one is unable to bring them into line...and i do condemn myself for this...
most severely at times.
and i do think that continuing on my merry way...
is an act of self-stabotage.
because i have little respect for myself...
because i do do wrong
and i'm not just talking of the odd occasion...
every day
every single day
i do do wrong.and that is unacceptable to me.
and yet...
it continues...
poster:alexandra_k
thread:561840
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