Posted by alexandra_k on September 21, 2005, at 1:15:25
In reply to Re: Ideas..., posted by alexandra_k on September 21, 2005, at 1:11:07
and of course it won't do me any good
it won't get me treatment
but i'm realising that there isn't a goddamned thing that i can do to get treatment anyways
my actions make no f*cking difference whatsoever
unless they can be construed as a way of *justifying* the no treatment decision that has already been made.But its not even about that anymore.
Not at this point.Its about them knowing how pain feels
Knowing that somebody *should* help
But that nobody is going toAnd I appreciate that it won't help me
But it would give me a kind of satisfactionAt this point... Oh yes indeed it would
poster:alexandra_k
thread:557553
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