Posted by kerria on September 5, 2005, at 21:40:25
In reply to Re: It's so hard being P_____a, posted by Susan47 on September 5, 2005, at 17:16:12
Thank you, Susan. You're a very beautiful and giving person. You don't know my h though. He would be angry- actually he already is about something else related to money now.
Her life doesn't feel like my life, i'm afraid to say that. i don't know her that well and there's a dread about feeling the sadness.
It's cool to appreciate beauty in nature and to express it by reading poetry, drawing and painting expressions of it, that part is good.There isn't hope about the world but more despair. She wears her emotions and heart out for everyone to step all over. Then we can't handle it.
Thank you, Susan, for encouraging me about it.
i feel so irresponsible about the practical details and it worries me to be her - like touching a hot stove. Communication has been an impossible struggle though so i need to do it. This is the first time in a long time that she's come- it was so unexpected.Thank you,
kerria
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