Posted by AdaGrace on June 5, 2005, at 11:19:34
In reply to Re: I can't stop crying, posted by Susan47 on June 1, 2005, at 13:55:21
When I read these posts from the dark times, I am amazed at the way I sound so desperate. Sickeningly desperate.
Yet now I seem to have mellowed the fears and the aspirations of death.
What is still scary is how the ups and downs are now shorter but closer together. Sometimes within the same day. Scares me just a bit. Makes me wonder if I am simply going insane quicker, or easing the hills and the valleys so close together that they will merge into a plateau..............
Mmmm now how was that for philisoficalness.
And WTF cares if I spelled that correctly.
ppppfffffffff
poster:AdaGrace
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