Posted by TamaraJ on May 31, 2005, at 13:12:22
In reply to Too painful, posted by sunny10 on May 31, 2005, at 9:58:37
(((Sunny)))
Oh, Sunny, I am sorry you are hurting so bad. My heart truly does go out to you. It's not easy when we love and trust so deeply. It is painful when that trust is shattered and our love is betrayed. And, maybe the hardest part is that we think we have deceived ourselves a bit - by trusting too much, by believing that everybody deserves the benefit of the doubt, by living with the notion there is good in everyone and that people deserve second (maybe even third or fourth) chances and an opportunity to redeem themselves. Sunny, please don't say that you want to die. You just want the pain to stop. You have to believe that you will get through this, and that you will, as the wounds heal, be alive both on the inside and on the outside.
You are a kind, compassionate and caring human being, and you are learning new ways of living and loving every day. Believe that you can continue grow, live a good life, and love with all your heart, without losing those fine qualities and without being deceived. It is possible, I truly believe that.
Take good care of you, Sunny. My thoughts are with you.
Tamara
> It is too painful;
> that I am so easy
> to deceive.
>
> I just want to die,
> I am already dead
> on the inside.
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