Posted by linkadge on May 28, 2005, at 1:16:32
If there was a little red button I could push.
Not a button that would take away the bad times, but a button that would take away the good times.
It is the good times that torture me. I don't want to be happy ever again. Happiness is my enemy. It is happiness that makes sadness so hard to handle.
If I could press a button and take away hapiness, I would press it. Perhaps if I was never happy, then the world would have nothing to take away from me.
Sadness is the real world, sadness is all there is. Sadness is truth, happiness is the lie. If I rid myself of what brings me pleasure, then I have nothing to loose.
Linkadge
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