Posted by AdaGrace on May 16, 2005, at 18:27:51
I cried for you again last night.
Late in the night, you were on my mind.
I cried for you so hard last night.
Deep heart wrenching sobs racked my soul.It began with a movie.
A movie about love.
Love that withstood trials, tribulations, and the test of time.
Love that even lasted through thousands of miles of distance, and 18 years of no contact.I cried for you.
I cried so hard.
The pillow was wet from my tears.Sleep never came even after the tears dried.
Sitting and thinking was all I could do.It's been over a year now since you moved on.
Yet only a few months since I was privy to that information.Anniversaries are remembered.
Yours fondly I am sure.
It's been a year since you met her.
Mine bitterly of course.
It's been a year since you were mine.But you never were though.
I just thought you were.I dreamed you from a melancoly drab lifestyle full of nothingness.
Shortlived actually.
Nothingness returns.Nothingness begets lonelyness.
Lonelyness begets nothingness.Nothingness begets bitterness.
Bitterness begets self loathing.
Self loathing begets lifelessness.Lifelessness begets nothingness.
And the beat goes on......
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