Please

Posted by Susan47 on April 8, 2005, at 14:32:02

In reply to Hmm., posted by Susan47 on April 7, 2005, at 16:55:41

Not in public,
not anymore. I can't carry this.
It has to die now.
Because to write any of this in a letter, I don't think I could do it. Because maybe none of it is really true. Maybe I made it all up, it's a construct of my imagination, which was always been superlative ... and somewhere inside me I know, I know why I created You. Why? Because little ms. ugly, the awkward shy homely girl in the corner over there, the one with the funny skin, she needed magical You to love her and want her. So she could believe that maybe she was beautiful, too. Not homely, after all. Not shy. Nor stupid. nor left out .. but she was anyway, and learning to live with that will bring me peace at last.
She prays.

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