Posted by Broken on March 8, 2005, at 9:32:31
In reply to Re: Resurrection » Broken, posted by AdaGrace on March 8, 2005, at 7:03:45
AdaGrace,
Perhaps this was a trigger, I apologize if it was. It was written on a particularly good day, when I thought I could feel everything coming together for me. I personalize my problems, or my condition, it gives me "someone" to fight instead of "some thing". Makes it easier for me.
My personal hell was one I created for myself. Never letting go of the past, hanging on to every last ounce of pain. It was supposed to drive me, push me, I was supposed to use it. Instead I found out the only thing I was using it for, was an excuse for being an *ss. I was begging someone, anyone, to pity me.
The above was for me personally. I am absolutely not suggesting or insinuating anyone else is doing the same. But I was and I am actually embarrassed that I let it go on so long.
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