Posted by smokeymadison on March 7, 2005, at 13:05:10
In reply to SmokeyMadison, posted by alexandra_k on March 5, 2005, at 16:49:35
sorry to worry you. this is the first time in two weeks that i have been here. i got very depressed last week and spent the past week in the hospital. i am feeling much better now, i am just p*ssed that i missed a good friend's wedding on Sat. i will have to call and say something, not sure yet.
i just cannot decide whether i want to stay with my boyfriend or not. i cannot seem to live with him or without him, quite literally. i had been without my antipsychotic for a month--couldn't afford to get it refilled. so my thoughts got the best of me and i cut my wrist. got a few stitches and was sent to the psych ward. i really didn't want to die--i just didn't know what to do. now i am in a program where i can get my meds for 3 months for free--so i just have to hang in there and wait for the Abilify to kick in.
i won't be on here every day until i get my internet turned back on at home. i have to use the library for now.
i gotta go see my T right now. this is the second time i will be seeing him. he might really be a good one, i will have to wait and see how things go.
thanks for caring. it really means a lot!
SM
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